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Me

Today is my day I cried my eyes out , sighh , I’m so hurt to know that vong visited my second family & saw all their pretty faces . I miss everyone . I’m so hurt , feeling weak and stuff . I’m going through so much too . My only crying place is the bathroom , & I cry silently too . Sighh , so painful . I feel so hurt , but I’m a strong person . Sighh , all the shit I’m going through & I thought living with my sisters would make thins better , sighh I was all wrong . Someone take me somewhere far , somewhere where it’s peaceful & where I can just be happy . Sighhh . It’s just me against the world .

I miss you , I guess being with you for almost a month just made an impact on me . I miss you so much , why’d you go home , come back hunny . I love you . I miss you . I miss sleeping in your arms , waking up to you , your goodnight & goodmorning kisses , telling me I’m beautiful whenever I dress up or in makeup , your hugs , your touch , smell , voice , and everything . Sighh , come back soon Kay ? I don’t think I’ll be able to be okay when I move , I miss you so much already . I love you vong , awmuahs .
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My feelings

Everything was going so great until I was moving , maybe it may sound like my own selfishness but I don’t know . Anyways things are changing but things just won’t feel the same anymore , I’m not giving up on us but I’m just saying , it hurts you know . I don’t wana leave him and I hardly have friends here , all my friends , we are distant now and we don’t talk anymore . My boyfriend is guna start working and ima hardly see him even tho I spend almost a whole month just with him but to me enough time is never enough . Feelings change and memories don’t , sighh , what a quote . I hate it , I hate everything . My family I’m not even close with and there’s no one I can trust and open up to . Nothing and nobody really but myself , my closest friend and her family was like a second family to me and we’ve known each other for 7 years now and now , my closest friend I’m not even friends with her anymore and her family , out of all of them , only 4 I still keep in touch , not the same anymore . 2013 , is it really a bad year , you tell me , sighh , I feel stuck and don’t know anymore so ill leave it here . Thanks for reading , Bai .